Humiliation An APH Fan Fic

Another day of forget.
Another day of beatings.
Another day of harsh language.
Another day of torture.
And why?
Because of one person.
America.


"Kumakijo I need to run to a G8 meeting now ok?" Said canada tying his shoes.
"Who are you?" Asked the bear. "We've been through this a million times now!, I'm Canada your owner!" He cried. It was no use no matter how many times he told the bear it never bothered to remember his masters name. Canada was used to it now though. NO ONE knew who he was. But they surely knew america! He cringed. Right!!, the meeting! He said as he ran out the door in a hurry. He ran to his car but then he saw a familiur face. It was his friend cuba. But he ALWAYS mistook canada as his twin brother america. "Oh there you are america, need to go somewhere important huh?" He cracked his knuckles. "L-listen cuba how many times do we have to go through this? I'm canada!" "Nice try jackass!, using your poor brother as an excuse to not get the holy hell beaten outta you." "MAPLE LEAF, HOCKEY, THE CURL!!" He cried but it was too late. He got his first beating of the day. He was running even more late now. He collected himself and got in his car quickly. "HEY WHERE DO YA THING YOU'RE GOING 'MERICA? I STILL DIDN'T TEACH YOU YOUR LESSON!" Canada drove as quick as he could. He doubted cuba would want to chase him on a high way. If he did then he must really hate america.

By the time he arrived the meeting had far begun. He rushed in. "I'm so *puff* sorry I'm late *puff* I woke up late, then cuba beat me up an-" "Oh right yes canadia sit down, you really need to time better, thanks for holding up the meeting git face." Scoffed Britian.
That wasn't true though it didn't matter if he was there anyway, none noticed. "anyway, right before canadia interrupted us!" America shouted. "Dudes we need to come up with a totally epicer-" "More epic." Britian corrected his grammar. "Right, whatever." America glared. "Epicer poster for this world cup thing!" "Oui which is why I-" "NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR IDEAS FROG!" Britian cried. "Oh no they're fighting again." China sighed. "hehe giggled russia. "Dudes calm down." Germany head desked trying not to yell at the other countries like usual after they got off topic. Italy was playing with pooki his brown cat. Japan was sitting there quiet like usual. France and Britian were still arguing. "M-m-may I m-make a s-s-suggestion?" Canada smiled. But none heard or payed attention to what he said.

Germany got up slowly. "Meeting is OVER." He furiously said as he marched out. Everyone followed muttering a few words/curses/or just silently. Canda just sat there. He always had suggestions but no one ever listened. He put up with it all the time. But he couldn't take it. He then noticed america still in the room with him cleaning up papers. "H-hey america?" "Oh hey you're still here why didn't ya say anything bro?" "W-well I tri-" "Did you like my ideas?" "Well I wasn't here to h-he-" "They're way better then britians,I don't get why he always mocks them." "Y-yeah but america your ideas are usually impossible and craz-" "Anyway I'm thinking of pranking england for bashing my idea's, what do ya think? Wanna help m-" "SHUTUP." Canada screamed. America looked at him alarmed. "QUIT INTERUPTING ME EVERYTIME I TRY TO COMPLETE A SENTENCE AMERICA!" "Canad-" "NO I'M SPEAKING NOW AMERICA, SO YOU LISTEN." "YOUR IDEAS ARE MESSED UP, CHILDISH, AND RIDICULOUS. THIS MORNING I WAS MISTAKEN FOR YOU LIKE ALWAYS AND BEAT UP BY CUBA. I BARELY HAVE FRIENDS THANKS TO PEOPLE THINKING I'M YOU AND HATING ON ME. THAT OR YOU JUST OVERSHADOW ME. I'M SICK OF IT I PUT UP WITH THIS TOO LONG!" "Canada I didn-" "Who's canada?" "Wha-" "I'm not canada I'm america. And I always will be." Canada pushed america out of the way and stormed out." America just stood there. ..so thats what he thinks of me? Thats what everyone thinks of me? No one likes me and they take it out on him. What have I ever done to piss people off to that extent?"

Canada felt good after that, but still guilt ran over him, and over powered him. He couldn't take it he ran to his phone and dialed america's number.

No answer.

He tried a few minutes later.

Still no answer.

He decided to give up. Maybe america was out at Mcdonalds or whatever.

The next day britian called canada. That was unusual. "Canada are you there!?" "Ye-eah i'm here whats the matter?" He yawned holding a mug of coffe with a heart on it ressembling the canadian flag.

"I tried calling america and he didn't answer."
"Yeah me too britian, he must've been busy last night."
"No..he told me he had no plans."
"Well thats strange.."
"I even tried his cell incase he was lying, still no answer."

A pain started in canada's chest. America ALWAYS picked up his cell.

"M-maybe it was off."
"It's never off."
"Maybe he didn't hear it."
"God damnit canada he has that thing on full volume."
"I'm comming to pick you up we're going over to america's!"
"Good idea canada."

He hung up.

Canada had a sinking feeling he ran to his car without telling kumajiro where he was heading out to.
Canada picked up britian and they drove with not a minute to waste to america's house.

It was noon, but you could tell no lights were on in america's house.

Britian nearly jumped out of the car before it even stopped and ran up to the door.
He rang to door bell several times.

No answer.

He kicked the door down.

Canada ran behind.

"AMERICA!?" Britian yelled.

Canada never saw britian this worried about america before. He thought after the whole revolutionary war he hated america down to the last hair on his head.

Britian with no hesitation ran upstairs to where america's master bedroom was.

He swung the door open.

"AMERICA!!"

America was laying there just staring at the ceiling.
"Britian...you were..right. None likes me. I'm obnixious, rude, childish, and annoying."

"America..you know i say that when you annoy me...everyda-"
America looked at him with a "I told you," Kind of exspression. "America i say that when you act that way but it's not all the time..where'd you get this from?"
"Canada..but no it's not his fault he told me about what he suffered because of me."
Canada just stood there. He didn't think it'd affect his outgoing brother like this.

Britian sighed and sat down on the bed. "America you're like a little boy trapped in a man's body." America glanced at him. "You didn't really have a true childhood being I was so busy between you and europe." He continued. "Don't try blaming yourself now." America snarled as he faced away. "America no matter how much of an annoying jackass you are, I'm your brother and I never will hate you, no matter how much we bicker." He turned to canada. "Help me out."
"America..I didn't know what I said would affect you like this. You're not a bad person, or a brother..you just get on people's nerves without realizing...and kinda easily." America looked over. "All of thoes beatings you took..without telling me." GODAMNIT WANKER DON'T IGNORE MY WHOLE DAMN SPEECH THAT CAME FROM THE BLOODY HEART. Britian thought. "America you have no idea how scared me and britian were-" "Britian and I." Britian corrected. "S-sorry force of habbit..continue." "We both tried calling you several times but you didn't answer why?" "I wasn't in a mood to talk." America muttered.
"America I can't stand seeing you like this we forgive you, you just need to think before you speak, or act in that matter, thats all." Britian said. "..I'm sorry canada." America said. "It's fine don't worry." Canada reassured.

All of thoes curses.
All of thoes hurt feelings.
All of thoes painful memories.
All of thoes unspoken words.

Because of me.

America.



How..could I be forgiven..so easily? It's not fair. I should be the one humiliated and beaten. Not canada.